LiFe Is InDeeD a SuFFerinG

A new year has arrive , so has the new semester. Things have been going steady so far. Got most of my books purchased , classes confirmed as well as work schedule set. I just have a great feeling about this year. I guess, perhaps the determination to stop going to the bars helped. I'm beginning to feel closer to my aim/ goal in life... I can't wait to be at that moment to say " Hui Ling, you've done well" and now is some time for you to enjoy the fruit you sow. Will continue living each day with that same goal in mind till I succeed. Cheers to me and every one else working towards their goal. ♥

Misses my Family and my old long hair !!! =( Reminds me of the quote my dad always emphasize , "Life's like a roll of tissue paper,don't wait till it gets to the last few sheets to realize you did nothing with your life- Lee Cheng Tue . " Thanks Dad !

Really LOve this song !

每一天都是新的一天 因为只要活着 每一天都有新的希望 要把握每一天 因为每一天都是 老天爷送给我们的第二个机会

Why do people get emotional even when they know they shouldn't? You just can't help it when you break down even knowing that its pointless or worthless. Some times, I feel like hiding at one corner and just cry... if only that will change any thing, I would really do so quietly and willingly.

It's 1.30 in the morning and I'm still freaking wide awake... Its' probably the Tea and afternoon sleep that's causing this right now. Well any way, a couple of events went on this week and a couple were canceled due to unforeseen circumstances. First up, Monday's meeting with Jin Hwa was canceled because I was feeling a bit feverish. But got slightly better after 2 cups of Hot Chinese Tea... Its amazing how Tea( precisely Chinese kind) can cure flu and fever. Fever did not persist to tuesday, therefore I was delighted. Tuesday was more of a lay back weekday as I thought I might still not recover from the first day. But managed to meet a short while with Shu Hui over my front gate. She dropped by to pick up her stuff and as well as handling over some food she got from Sarawak... The Sarawak Layer cake... Yummm yummm... Wednesday went out marketing at Tesco with my dad... It was pretty much a whole day there. Spend a couple of hours at Borders with my dad flipping so...

Its already the first day of July 2010. Time has passed without much notice. And that July has arrive, my remaining time in Malaysia for this summer is almost coming to an end. The fact that I did not do much makes me sort of rueful. Perhaps its just me since I like achieving every thing and any thing possible given my free time. Well never the less, I think I did do my best in achieving what I have planned, which is to spend amplest time with my family, exploring sides of Malaysia that I have yet to discover, and lastly to reunite with friends and relatives. Though, I think there's more that I should and could have done like acquiring more knowledge even thought I did finished up a couple of books from Jim Rogers. I regret not starting earlier on reading his books, they are highly inspiring yet educational in terms of Financial sector. His studies on all the parts of country he has visited is just so in depth that one will be shock just by looking at the graphs and charts he has p...

Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

Another yet inspiring e-mail from the pile of old e-mails received Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) What a sad event in someone's life can make a difference.. A Message by George Carlin : The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, b...

And so as I was clearing my e-mail that's almost exploding , I found this very meaningful and touching e-mail I received a long time ago... And so I thought I should share this with any one that's reading this. Lunch break for some Dhamma ..... Really a good one. My wife called, 'How long will you be with that newspaper? Will you come here and make your darling daughter eat her food? I tossed the paper away and rushed to the scene. My only daughter, Sindu, looked frightened; tears were welling up in her eyes. In front of her was a bowl filled to its brim with curd rice. Sindu is a nice child, quite intelligent for her age. I cleared my throat and picked up the bowl. 'Sindu, darling, why don't you take a few mouthful of this curd rice? Just for Dad's sake, dear'. Sindu softened a bit and wiped her tears with the back of her hands. 'Ok, Dad. I will eat - not just a few mouthfuls, but the whole lot of this. But, you should...' Sindu hesitated...

Though saying that you got over a person even you really got over it, the fact that the things that the both did together will never be forgotten. Passing by a certain place where you once had good memories together is just hard to ignore. Things that you were taught or introduced by the other person will always cross your mind whenever you come across it again. Places you've been together , things that were discussed is just hard to have it erase off the brain memory. Though you may proudly say that you no longer search for the loss, you will some how feel the loss whenever things that resembles them pops up. The feel of loss will only remains as a reminder of how thankful you are and nothing more. So Thank you and may you feel the same. Stop dwelling on the past and move on. Wherever you are , may you always be happy.

Sitting in one of the Starbuck's outlet in KLCC , looking for things to do. Initially , I was to help out for the Asean M&E exhibition, but managed to snicked out. SO here I am, writing this post while FBing.. There's lots of ppl around even its already after lunch time*forcing the Malaysian accent out*. Any way, Lately, there has been an argument between my dad and I. He insisted that I was trying to fake that American accent. I can understand if it wasn't my dad... I wouldn't even bother explaining.. But the fact that its my dad, he should at least try and understand the dilemma I'm going thru. Do you actually think that having been in the States for 2 freaking years and spending more time communicating with Americans than any other doesn't immune you to the language, lifestyle, and accent? The fact that I work at a restaurant five days a week, speaking to Americans while taking their orders, serving them their food, getting feedback on every thing and fi...

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♥ the lyric

I just love the lyric...

爱情是一种错觉 ， 是基因在作祟 ， 是荷尔蒙在搞鬼。 爱情， 九十九分都是假的， 只有一分是真实的。 是什么？ 痛。 痛是真实的。 可笑的是, 你身上并没有伤痕， 你不会流血。 可是这种痛， 会扎扎实实地咬着你不放。 直到 把你的心咬下来， 你才能摆脱这种痛。 没有心， 就不会痛。 再忍一下， 就不痛了。 -unexplainable-

What lies a head is yet to come , What lies before has yet but passed ! The struggle to over come it , is a pain , a suffering that all has to bare , again and again ! -unexplainable-

My days in Malaysia for summer 2010 -Erina , Jannah, Fong Yee- - Brickfields- -Gigantic Remote Control- -In the car on the way to grandpa's- -With Xiao Min- More to come ♥