LiFe Is InDeeD a SuFFerinG

In every chapter of life, there's sure some thing that you will learn. This is what I found out to be so true . Just as I thought that lesson would end just when you enter college or university, it turn out to be that I still learn about friendship and how to deal with people. Some times, even when you think that what you did is right , you're being blamed for it. And instead of voicing it out , I choose to keep it quiet . The reason is probably so what if I win this argument , will it bring me to be in a happier state? And the fact that I know I used to be very confrontatious about any thing, if i do not like the way you do thing, I would tell you straight. But now, a different thinking I have now. This is probably because I think no body is perfect so why do I blame people for what they have done wrong? The past month, I was pretty much down with friendship problems too. And I figured it out that , why do I even care? It could be that they are wrong. But who are you to judge?...

Weather : Sunny Windy Day Took a stroll walk back from a friends place. Having the wind blew on my face, sun shinning that makes the skin feel the heat ,makes me a total different person. Enjoying the nice weater with beautiful scenery just makes me happy thinking that good things are bound to happen. Cheers to a better day !

Happy Birthday My dearest SISTER ! Ai Ling , Lee No worries about your studies, Just work hard and you will ace it . I have faith in you. Work hard and Play hard ! *let me know on msn/e-mail if you have any problem. Loving from afar , Sister , Hui-Ling

Song : Friend by Wonder Girl Mood : Disappointed Dear Readers, Its been some time since I last up date . I apologise for the absence as involvement in organisations had kept me busy the past few weeks. Any way, I thought friendship problem would only occur in Malaysia, but to my discover, It happens any where ! The same scenario is happening again ! I'm not sure how much can I trust friends now. No doubt it doesn't directly involve me this time, but I'm just doubting the friendship now. How can I trust a friend who doesn't even value friendship? I know every one is selfish but I definitely won't do it for friendship. Friends are made not for benefits ! Why do we have to go through this again and again? This is too much to take ! Sick and tired of it ! Screw it ! -Unexplainable -

Strong is what you think I am, smile is all you see, but what lays inside of me , is what you can never see. Tears that role down the cheek, pain that hit through the heart, can only ever be seen , when observe with the heart. The things you took for granted , thought it may not be precious , but once the lost occurred, one can no longer be cautious.

Song : 至少还有你(Zhi Shao Hai You Ni ) by Sandy Lam Listening to this song does bring back the sweet memories when I was at the age of 13. Back then my aunt was still staying with us. And this is the song she used to listen to. I am very much influence by her. No doubt we weren't always in the best click, I would have to say that I learn a lot from her. Learn how to appreciate songs ! Well looking back now, its been almost 7 years perhaps! Things have change and so does people. Changes in lives that we will never expect ! My aunt , she's now married with a child and one more in the womb ! Happily married , I hope. This is what I have been doing all week since Winter break. Looking back at old pictures and listening to old songs. Boring it seems , but well a time to catch up with what I have been missing out, Personal Time. I learn that even if alone, there's lots to be done as well. I spent the new years eve by doing a count down and followed by a prayer of my own in my room. A...

The Winter Break has started. Some how, I thought it would be a good time to have some personal space. But it turn out that i didn't know what I can do ! Its been only 4 days and i'm already bored. There's another 2 weeks before spring semester start. Its just so hard for time to pass !