LiFe Is InDeeD a SuFFerinG

Mood : Terrible , sick Listening : Viva La Vida by ColdPlay ! In a terrible state and would like to remember this moments down a few years. So here I am writing this. Any way , the high light of today is that I puked 5 times in less than an hour while I was on my way to work today. I think it was a blessing of disguise that I did not start puking when I reached my work place. I had some porridge I made the day before and probably might be because of that that I puked. I totally forgot to put the porridge into the fridge and it might have been infected by bacteria that I don't know. So, I tried having some light soup after the first 2 times of puking but it didn't work too. Ended up puking again every thing that went down. Then I knew that I shouldn't be going to work any more. Ran back quickly and made my self a cup of hot Tumeric drink . And boy I was actually cold sweating on a hot day. It did make me feel better after the drink and slept till 7 some thing in the evening(...

Mood : sick Listening to : No surprises by Chris Daughtry On Hitz.FM Well its been a long time since I touch my blog. I think its time to really start keeping track about the happenings that's going through my life in St. Cloud. Ohh well let me start off by saying I'm pretty sick today. Had been sick since yesterday. But I made it a point to cook some thing this morning as I haven't had some thing solid from yesterday. First thing I cooked since I shifted back to my apartment and that was porridge. Tasted so good even thought it was just porridge with some vegies inside. Ohh well I should stop here and get more rest as I got to work later at 5. Hopefuly I would be all good later to work !

In every chapter of life, there's sure some thing that you will learn. This is what I found out to be so true . Just as I thought that lesson would end just when you enter college or university, it turn out to be that I still learn about friendship and how to deal with people. Some times, even when you think that what you did is right , you're being blamed for it. And instead of voicing it out , I choose to keep it quiet . The reason is probably so what if I win this argument , will it bring me to be in a happier state? And the fact that I know I used to be very confrontatious about any thing, if i do not like the way you do thing, I would tell you straight. But now, a different thinking I have now. This is probably because I think no body is perfect so why do I blame people for what they have done wrong? The past month, I was pretty much down with friendship problems too. And I figured it out that , why do I even care? It could be that they are wrong. But who are you to judge?...

Weather : Sunny Windy Day Took a stroll walk back from a friends place. Having the wind blew on my face, sun shinning that makes the skin feel the heat ,makes me a total different person. Enjoying the nice weater with beautiful scenery just makes me happy thinking that good things are bound to happen. Cheers to a better day !

Happy Birthday My dearest SISTER ! Ai Ling , Lee No worries about your studies, Just work hard and you will ace it . I have faith in you. Work hard and Play hard ! *let me know on msn/e-mail if you have any problem. Loving from afar , Sister , Hui-Ling

Song : Friend by Wonder Girl Mood : Disappointed Dear Readers, Its been some time since I last up date . I apologise for the absence as involvement in organisations had kept me busy the past few weeks. Any way, I thought friendship problem would only occur in Malaysia, but to my discover, It happens any where ! The same scenario is happening again ! I'm not sure how much can I trust friends now. No doubt it doesn't directly involve me this time, but I'm just doubting the friendship now. How can I trust a friend who doesn't even value friendship? I know every one is selfish but I definitely won't do it for friendship. Friends are made not for benefits ! Why do we have to go through this again and again? This is too much to take ! Sick and tired of it ! Screw it ! -Unexplainable -

Strong is what you think I am, smile is all you see, but what lays inside of me , is what you can never see. Tears that role down the cheek, pain that hit through the heart, can only ever be seen , when observe with the heart. The things you took for granted , thought it may not be precious , but once the lost occurred, one can no longer be cautious.