Would like to continue one what i left half way the previous blog.... Actually i'm not saying that the friendship will end there.. But its just that i do not know how we can go back as how we used to be... Knowing from A- Z of every thing that is happening towards ur fren... But now i guess the most general thing about them u wouldn't even know... How sad some times if u think about life... But what hurts the most is that when u see them u just try to avoid... Trying to minimise the chances you acknowledge ur fren...

Another thing is that when u have a fren which u click very much u just some how wanna stay close... N try to ignore the rest of ur frens... But u just can't do that... I remembered doing that to a fren.. N in the end we weren't even on talking terms... Its just so sad... But now i get the feeling of how it feels... I finally realise when u have put all ur attention on a person n so does the person but suddenly the person started to divide the attention... The feelings sucks i know... But we just don't know the feeling until u experience it... I would like to say sorry if ur reading this... So any way... Just try ur best to pro-long ur friendship with ur friends... or u will regret later when u lose them later....

Think of it...

Oh any way, new show coming out... catch the invisible... The show sound n look nice...

Till next blog...

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