-fOrGive BuT neVer FoRgeT-

I have to admit before this that i am angry to post such things.. But the true reason behind it is because you just annoys me... And that actually i don't hate you, its just that i can't bring my self to forgive you, or more i would not want to associate with you... Since i still don't sense your repentance, i'm sorry i would like to avoid...

A person will never know when the bad side will come out again... And deep down, i actually have let it go a long time ago... It was just because i was annoyed this few days that i wrote that....

But as i said, i just still can't forget... Forgive is a matter of time.... N i can tell, i am beginning to forgive but still i refuse to forget... N i do not want to forget....

And as in kalama sutta, it says"ASSOCIATE WITH THE WISE AVOID THE FOOLISH"
learn from those you can and avoid those that influence you to the worst... Therefore, i wish you could forgive me for my selfishness... I am too trying to perfect and protect my self.... I'm sorry too if i have accuse you in any way doubting that you have repent.... I would like to apologise...

And i really mean it from the bottom of my heart. But i would still like to stand on my thought that i should avoid you.

I hope you would understand...

Through out the time we had together, there were good times too , but that would still remain as memories.... Hopefully you really repent as well...

Lets hope that the rest sees what you are transforming into... Hopefully one day i would really see the changes as well... But at the moment, i just can't....

About the 7 person that sees your transformation, i would like to just say, you didn't hurt as much you hurt me... So i guess its still acceptable for them.... So i hope your friendship with them would last longer than ours and better still if it would last a life....

Wishes from me,

Hopefully you really see the trust in repenting and not just say....

May you be free from harm and danger,
May you be free from mental and physical sufferings,
May you be well and happy ,
May you practise the right living always....

-Sukhi Hotu-

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