2nD cHaPtEr oF fRiEnDs.......

have been doing much thinking about it yesterday after finish writing the previous post... i have came up with a conclusion that i shall not do any thing about it as i do not want to waste time playing games with childish people and that has got no intellectual brains... some times , thinking back what i had gone through, it is some how funny... i must say... it is also a blessing of disguise.... knowing now..at least its not that deep ... but now that i know...i'm going to refrain from all this kind of non-sense....those people in college... beware...and don't be suprise if u see a new hui-ling..... i'm going to focus on my main purpose being in this college and get out of there once i achieve it.... some times, we just have to be selfish in a way to survive for our future... but i don't mean to the extend to backstab or use people....

but any how.... don't feel like having any thing to do with them...don't even feel like looking at them at all.. it's just irritating... how i wish i was in another course... where i do not need to see them at all.... but i know that's impossible as its not up to me to decide all this... oh any way... enough of all depressing stories....

i'm staying back home this week and next week... man... i really miss my family... kind of feel guilty for shifting there.... but i just can't shift back as i don't want them to know that i'm having problems.... they have too much to worrie..... i'm big enough to do my things without them worrying.... ahah...i guess its all that way being the eldest...
any way till next post....to catch up again......

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