don't know what is life all about !

what s life all about?
have any one ever think about it?
why were we here?
or what are we doing here...
why were we send to the earth to suffer like this?
ever process of life , ever stage of level, increasing slowly by slowly, problems increasing with higher level of problems......
is indeed not easy to handle......
friends come and go........
some even gone half way during the journey together....
its sad seeing this happen ...
but i guess its just some thing that every one must learn....
i guess we are just too attached with life and things...
how i wish we could just leave all this behind and move on with life.. but
its is all this that make our life more meaningful...Isn't it????
people saying that life is short.... but u would not know how short it is until the last few second before you die....
it is indeed depressing to hear... but how true can that be? we always hear people saying that we should be thankful of what we have and that appreciate what we have now..
but have we even do that??? not till we regret about it.......
lifes without ups and down will be dull.. but too much of it will kill too...
that's why people say moderation is the best...but how can we control the moderation of our life???
can any one tell me if they have control of their life up to a standard that it is at a moderate speed?
any one?????
i guess there isn't any..
we are just normal human beings.... we are not god or buddha...
some how... after all this things happen... it tends to make me thing more about life... how is it suppose to be??
how are we suppose to continue ???
it just takes time to digest all i have gone through this year... its just too sudden.... can not accept it that fast...
its like u can't let go of some thing just like that.. u should slowly slowly let go.. or not it will just burst like a balloon....
time is all it need to heal....
kind of not know what to do now...
i'm seriously lost in nowhere..
just wished i didn't entered that college....
but what is done is done..
can't just cry over spilled milk..
have to find a solution to solve it... but still...
things that had happen can be forgiven... but never will it be forgotten....
mark my word.....
forgiven but never will it be forgotten....
every thing will remain in the heart.......(mind)
all i need now is time.. and all will be over......
how i wish the time could pass faster....
just want to finish college and leave ..... do not want to do any thing with it....

*enough said*
close topic.......
till next post....

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