sick....

Its really difficult to not be feeling well... Sitting in front of the computer don't know what to do... Had been stuck at home all day... Part of it is due to being sick but most of it is also because i'm grounded of going any where for 2 months... But after being grounded for almost 2 weeks, i'm getting the used of it already...But not too sure if i can survive another 1 month and 2 weeks... But i guess i still can survive another 2 to 3 weeks i guess... As exam is getting nearer and nearer,will really need to find time to study instead of looking for things to do to kill time...

Any way, some thing just came across my mind... Its about helping ppl in Kenya... Was watching one of the vcd my parents got from the temple... Bhante Wimala's humanities project in Kenya.. Its really saddening to see people there suffer with lack of nutrition where else people here are spoilt with varieties of food.. And kids this days are getting choosy... Not wanting to eat this and that... And not finishing food leaving some bits left... The people in Africa , are not even given a choice to choose what to eat... They do not even have enough to eat talk what about choosing... In the vcd , u can see those people are so glad to be able to even receive a wheel chair or even a crutch... In malaysia things like that are every normal to those people that are middle/upper class or even the rich... But its the same for those people from the rural area or even the poor... They will be very contented already when they get 3 meals a day being put on the table by their parents... Wherelse us are not contented even having 4 or even 5 meals a day being given to us... we tend to compare n compare... And we are very demanding of having other things, things that we do not require or should i say necessity... We chase for material stuff... Even i do... But after looking at the vcd, i realise how important money could be for some people... Money to just buy a wheelchair which cost about RM 400... Now this days, even a cell phone we have could even worth more than that... Some times its even worth up to RM2000...In the vcd , it also showed that they didn't have enough wheelchair n crutch to be given out... So some of the Kenya people that came crawling to get a wheelchair but couldn't get one , crawled back home... It is so saddening to see such thing... Some people are even complaining of things they have which they think is not branded and they want the original one... I have to admit i do some times chase for things like that, we can't say we don't, we are still human this is natural for a human being to do...But after thinking about it, i find its meaningless for us to sit there and chase for things we WANT our self... Other people might NEED them for daily purposes...

One thing i learned from studying in TARC is that we don't go for brand... As in we still do wear branded stuff but we do not compare like other colleges or universities do... where all the rich are ... Comparing from shoes, cloths, bag,watch,accessories, cars, house, phone to even slippers... In TARC i'm proud to say we even wear fake stuff but we are not shy of doing so... There are people that are rich that also do wear the real one but they do not look down upon those that can not afford to... In tarc , we do not care if ur rich or even poor there isn't ranking here.. It's onli how popular u are with people... This is all about your socialising skill... But in colleges like sunway and taylors, its all about how rich you are to be famous...And one more thing NOT ALL TAR College people speaks chinese only... There are some who's pure banana, there are even people that speaks english and even mandarin... I mean those who are really fluent...people that speaks mandarin does not only speak mandarin... don't let them surprise you with their english... perfect without any broken... But there is also some that speak broken english.. But for people to say that TARC only speaks mandarin is totaly wrong... Open your eyes bigger and explore the world.. Don't be the frog in the well...Ignorant will only make you being a laughing-stock... Its really annoying to know people who is middle class but try to act like a rich laughing at those that are poor and discriminating about ITS own college ... Saying that the college's people only speaks mandarin... Trying to compare with sunway and taylors... If you like the place so much why not just shut up and move there? why are you still here since you said it until so bad.... Leave... we do not need you here-Traitor...

I guess i side track again from what the main point of this post is all about.. haha.. hem... will continue again some other time... about Kenya...

***signing out***

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