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Some one just msg me on msn...

some how the person used to be some 1 i cared alot about, but after much caring n all, i don't c a point as the person doesn't even bother... Therefore, i gave up... But things have been happening weirdly, people who i always have to msg first is doing the opposite... Weird isn't it? Its not 1 but a few of them who is doing that... Some how when you have set ur mind to give up a certain person, the person just appeal to be caring towards you now...

But i have to say, i'm sorry but it just doesn't work for me, once i have set my mind on hatting you of wat so ever, it will never, and i mean NEVER will i ever not hate you or forgive you...

Example i had this fren be4 this that i treated more than a friend... it was as though we were sisters... But in the end she disappointed me alot and i mean alot... Even until now, i just don't see a point for forgiving her even though i know that we should forgive and forget... Its just too hard as it had reached the maximum level of me tolerating her...

So would like to just inform, never make me hate you or else you will never be forgiven as it is hard for me to hate a person and i am well known for my forgivingness.

Another quote for the day,

" Mind precedes all mental states.
Mind is their chief;
they are all mind -wrought.
If with an impure mind,
a person speaks or acts,
suffering follows him like the wheel
that follows the foot of the ox."

By the way,the quote has got nothing to do with the content above, it was taken from the Dhammapada guide book.... N from now on i will always include a quote on every post..

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