Guys......

So me how some thing just made me blog...
Just finished viewing some one's blog.. He made me realise that life is not just about our-self...

Its about very one else around us.. N not only that, we should not be self-fish thinking about our selves only...

Even thought i have never met him before, but i just feel that we have the same connection... Its like having the same thinking... I never had this feeling before... But I don't think i would ever meet him since he's so untouchable... Even being able to talk to him would already be a pleasure...

The main point i mention him here is that i didn't know there's still people that have such thinking... Its amazing to know as the world now is dying already with the social problems getting worst now a days...
But what ever it is, will still hope to find more of this kind of people... Then the world would be a better place...

Oh any way, i think i'm going crazy over this guy in my college... Haha.. not sure the reason why, but some how it just attracts... May be its because he's a mix.. Haha... Japanese chinese...
He's cute... But for one thing i know i won't go for him... Reason why? He's one year younger.. Haha.. May be you guys might be thinking what the hell.. What century is it now? Age still matters?

Its not so much about the age.. I'm more concern about how matured he is... Its may be because i'm a playful n ok may be still naive... That's why i'm looking for some one who's more matured which automatically connected to older people... There goes age again... Some one who can care n guide me... Lets put it this way, i go for security... It just gives me a sense of security being with older guys...but of cuz not too old.. Haha.. Its no fun also being with old people as they don't have much sense of humor or may be they have lost it.. haha... Not sure.. But still...

I'm confused now... Not knowing what to do n what i want.. Cuz i just don't know where to start... That's y i need guide haha.. Some one who can devote all their time for....

I guess i'm going to think about it again on what i want in life n what i can do in life... So i guess i stop here for this post.. till next one.. *peace out*.......

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