LiFe..........

Just a brief up date

I'm officially shifting next week...
Which is another one more week...
Lots haven't been packed....
Going to be very bz this few weeks...
Before shifting n after shifting...
Before will have to packed n load...
After will have to unload n adjust to the new environment...
Hopefully this new house will bring new energy n spirit for us all...
Its going to be tough as exams are nearing as well...
Right after this week, exam is in another 2 weeks...


I'm very confused n stressed right now...
Being pressured due to education...
some times question just go across my mind on:
Why were we here?
What were we sent to this world for?
Why were we asked to suffer in this world?
Why were we even borned to suffer?
Lots more question like,
Where is the buddha that's suppose to come to human world to help ?
They world is already dying...
Is there such thing or is it just a legend?
Why are we born after death to this world?
And its not fair for some people to be born in a wealthy family have less worries about every thing..
Most of the things ,will normally be taken care of already by their parents...
Is it fair again to follow the law if karma where you are being punish in your next life time?
Where you do not even remember of know any thing tat you have done in the last life?
What you have done n where have you been , who are the people u encounter the previous life?
I mean i don't mind if i remember even single thing i did in my past life... But without knowing any thing at all about the past n i'm being punish...
Some times, i find, its quite ridiculous also ... We are suppose to sick the truth about very single thing that we take as lesson or lets make it more simple -believe...
But is there any opportunities for us to have our own research at all?
How is it we are suppose to search when there isn't any based at all?
Who is it that can answer all our questions now?
Buddha?
Monks?
Lay people?
God?

Thinking of it,
Buddha? where is he?
If u follow the suttas, he's already gone...
Nirvana where he won't be reborn again to the human world to tell us this ...
The Monk?
Its like 2500 years ago....
It could have been distorted....
Where will it still be the truth that the buddha had passed down?
Besides that we all know that if its passed down by mouth, it will some how or rather be distorted right or not?
And some facts might be changed to fit our daily life now or worst to make it easy for us to adapt...
Lay people?
Even the monks can't answer... can the lay people?
God?
Where is he in the first place?
Does he even exist?

Who is it that can answer perfectly without any distortion?
The answer is none cuz every 1 now don't have the time to go n think about it already.....



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