ReAsoNs................

I'm so sorry to leave the previous blog hanging there... But that day my mood was really bad... I think it was more of being sad than any thing....I will review the matter later...
I should continue the other day's story first...

So ok, i think i left after saying about SAT...

Hem, so after SAT, had 2 days to study for 3 subjects... And on the first day, i was thinking there will be tomorrow n tomorrow would be a better day to continue studying... So i procrastinate again.. until tuesday where i was rushing to finish studying all 3 sub...n that was tiring... never do that.. u will die studying.. haha... any way, then came wed... the day... first paper was accounts... had a bad n nervous feeling the night be4 , even had a dream that i failed it... But after doing the paper, i guess it was quite ok... as it wasn't as hard as the 1 we had during mid course... that was really tuft... oh... one more thing, talking about mid course, result's out... n was sent to my parents, but i managed to hide it away from them.. haha... i think i will only bring it out when as results out...cuz that might "out shine" my mid course result.. haha...Hopefully it turns out exactly as planned...

Any way, the next day was business studies, n i think i had failed it totally already... it was quite hard as we didn't expect it to be harder than mid course... c this it the total opposite of accounts... since business was already sucky enough, they must add it even more with the economics paper... I have no idea what i had crap in the paper... since its a writing n essay paper... So in conclusion for AS it sucks....But i thing, we could still celebrate even its this bad... imagine... haha... close topic...

ok, next was went back to brickfield for sunday puja n talks... Some how it just gives me the feeling of security when i'm back at temple... i mean any temple... It just gives so good vibe...

Any way, the reason why i stop blogging that day was becuz i found out some thing... I found out that this guy that i used to like* still not sure if i still do*liked me before... OMG... i really didn't know.. but what can i do now.. its already over.. n now his happily living his life... I some how felt that it was such a waste.. I really likes him alot.. But hem.. just have to say we don't have the karmma to be together... Still i hope that he will be happy no matter what happens... N may he be well always...

Lastly, would end it with,

- IF U KNOW THAT YOU REALLY DO LIKE THE PERSON,




DON'T HESITATE TO ACTUALLY TELL THE PERSON,



OR NOT YOU WILL REGRET FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE...


DON'T BE A FOOL BY TELLING YOUR SELF THAT IF HE'S MEANT TO BE FOR YOU,


HE WOULD COME AND APPROACH YOU...


CAUSE IT TAKES BOTH HANDS TO CLAP...


THINK ABOUT IT...........-


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