BITCH

I just don't know how to bring my self to forgive her.

N instead to forgive her, i hate her even more inside now.

I just can't seem to forget the lie she told me.. N even more , backstabbing me...

N i have told my self never to forgive such people... As this isn't the first time already...

I can be very nice ... But once u go over the board, i'm sorry u'll have to wait for your next life ...

N even u really repent, u have 2 earn back the trust... I can't be giving it to u just because every body thinks that u have repent...

N i would still go on my stand even if it means losing every thing...

To other people , u have already repent.. But i just know u 2 well that u won't... The time we been thru have proved it... N i'm not making the same stupid mistake again.

N with ur kind of character u just won't....

U might think i'm naive with my looks , but tell u some thing, i'm not....

I'm not that naive to believe u have changed....

Ur innocent look n all ,can not fool me the second time... I'm not falling for the trick again...

I just really hate u to the max now... U BLOODY BITCH FUCK OFF..... stop fucking ur innocent look around 2 make others believe u...

N the worst part is to proclaim ur a buddhist... Shit.... please don't claim as one when all u do is to go for pooja(prayers).... U know nuts in u... N stop disgracing those true buddhist... ur not fit 2 be one... If u were a buddhist, u would not have broke all the 3 precepts...There's 5 all together.

I know i shouldn't have said that, but if u really get to know.. u'll feel the same... i have tolerate too much up to this level, n pls stop ur fakeness on asking how i am.... have the guards to ask me lah if ur so concern... Its not like u r shy or what? why go thru others ? just to show that u sympathies with me? or is it to show that u really care for me? If u can fucking ask for a strangers number n name, have the guards to talk to me u BITCH...

The more i think of it the more i hate u...

Just carry on with ur life, u dont need me as ur fren, since u don't even treasure it in the first place , n what more back stabbed....

Stop pretending to be caring..i don't need it... Just leave me alone... i will know when u have repent... N who knows i might forgive u....It helps alot by not being a BITCH TO ASK ABOUT ME..... Cuz its just a show i know....

.................................KNOW U TOO WELL ALREADY......................................

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