Short hair ! Lazy me !

*Up datE*



Life has been boring once again... Kind of feel that life is all about exams. Just finished one not too long ago and now another one is coming. All i do remember is study study in my mind. Dad has been nagging about it almost ever day may be its just because of my " what ever comes comes attitude". I just don't , and still never learn, and may be not going to learn until some thing comes up about how i should take things urgently, no matter if its some thing that i find not important. But the fact is that , till now, i just can't leave off my comfort zone... Been too long in it, and i guess its just hard to leave it. Its just like my sleeping habit. I just can't stand to sleep only 5 hours. I will DIE, and i mean DIE if i only get that amount of sleep. Cuz i am after all a sleeping beauty. I know , i know i am sleeping my life away, but what can i do? My priority is to sleep and i find that that's some thing i look forward to other than eating. This two are like my daily routine. I just look forward to that. It's like in the morning, i would start to plan what time i am going to take my nap, or what time i am going to sleep. And when it comes to food, i would already start thinking of what to eat just right after having breakfast. I would always , always think even if when i am studying. that's why i get distracted so easily by having some thing else in my mind.

Therefore, don't be surprise if you see me gain weight, i just am too lazy to go out for exercise. Too too tired and too too reluctant. I just don't even feel like getting out of the house. I just don't know , what else i am looking forward to my life. I know every thing i am doing now is important, but i just don't have the mood , more like i don't have the spirit i used to have when fighting "SPM" i just feel that i don't have any time left to do the repairing.


I am a person who enjoys materialistic life. That's just the way it is.


*Any way, just got my hair cut real short. I guess, i'm just too tired to maintain the long wavy hair. Plus, i just like new image, but i am beginning to hate it, may be because it doesn't suit me. but what is done is done, can't cry over spilt milk.... My hair now is 2x shorter than before, yes i know u got it right, its shoulder length. I just hate it.........





-Hui-Ling-

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