Personal Essay !
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Finally, I'm done with some thing I always procrastinate in doing. The APPLICATION. Its finally almost done, left with about 30% . Filling up the financial statement, bank statement, sending and so on.
Hopefully, there wouldn't be any problem this time.
Talking about it, I'm kind of worried about going over. I have always dream of going, but some how, now thinking of it, scares me a bit. May be its because I would have to work more this time. Might be even deported back if being realise.
But, some how, I would still have to leave one day, better let the pain come earlier than later, where attachment is even stronger. The Cantonese saying " cuong tong pat yu duin tong".
Any way, while cleaning my personal documents, I found the First essay I wrote for my application , and man, i didn't know I could write such good at that age.
Have a look and Enjoy!
Personal Essay
Name : Lee Hui Ling
Title : The person who inspired me most
I used to be a person with a very low self-esteem which leads to a low motivation spirit. At that time I was always down with depression and stress. And that, many of my friends started to distance further and further away from me. It happened when I was in form 3 and was consider sitting for quite a major exam in Malaysia. This exam was to determine on routes which I can carry on my journey with . And with all the burden of stress and depression I had, it worsen with the pressure of not scoring with flying colors as my dad is an engineer who graduated from quite a prestigious university in the U.K.
My problems did not solve until one day when my dad came out of a sudden and talk to me in a serious manner. He told me not to give up despite all the troubles and hardship I’m going through. He even motivated me to strive harder for the test. He told me that he will reward me if I can score half of his expectation which was half of the subject I took - 4. He told me his stories of how he had study hard and managed to go to a university in the U.K. despite that he was poor. My dad told me that he had never thought of going to a university especially an overseas university. He told me how he worked hard in the U.K at that time to pay his own school fees as he did not want my grandmother who raise him all by her self to work and send all her money for him to enjoy in the U.K while she suffer in Malaysia. I was very touch and made my self to pledge to work harder no matter what that is bound to come.
The pledge I made, make me forgot about all the stress , depression and burden I had carried with me all this while. I managed to put it down and concentrate on my exam. I succeed in scoring 4 As which was way way higher that my expectation. My dad was very proud of me despite not getting flying color because he knew that if he wouldn't had come and talk to me, I would still be in my world of depression and stress and that I could not have perform well to even score 4 As.
I guess it is a blessing of disguise that I could overcome all the obstacles at that time. I really would like to thank my dad for helping me got through it and that i will continue to study hard and repay what my dad have done for me. His action not only made a great influence on me but also made a great impact on me.
After that, when ever I am down or faced with trouble, I would always remember what my dad had told me at that time and that of his favorites quote “Nothing comes without an effort or sacrifice” . And if you want some thing you have to work for it.
-theunexplainable-
Finally, I'm done with some thing I always procrastinate in doing. The APPLICATION. Its finally almost done, left with about 30% . Filling up the financial statement, bank statement, sending and so on.
Hopefully, there wouldn't be any problem this time.
Talking about it, I'm kind of worried about going over. I have always dream of going, but some how, now thinking of it, scares me a bit. May be its because I would have to work more this time. Might be even deported back if being realise.
But, some how, I would still have to leave one day, better let the pain come earlier than later, where attachment is even stronger. The Cantonese saying " cuong tong pat yu duin tong".
Any way, while cleaning my personal documents, I found the First essay I wrote for my application , and man, i didn't know I could write such good at that age.
Have a look and Enjoy!
Personal Essay
Name : Lee Hui Ling
Title : The person who inspired me most
I used to be a person with a very low self-esteem which leads to a low motivation spirit. At that time I was always down with depression and stress. And that, many of my friends started to distance further and further away from me. It happened when I was in form 3 and was consider sitting for quite a major exam in Malaysia. This exam was to determine on routes which I can carry on my journey with . And with all the burden of stress and depression I had, it worsen with the pressure of not scoring with flying colors as my dad is an engineer who graduated from quite a prestigious university in the U.K.
My problems did not solve until one day when my dad came out of a sudden and talk to me in a serious manner. He told me not to give up despite all the troubles and hardship I’m going through. He even motivated me to strive harder for the test. He told me that he will reward me if I can score half of his expectation which was half of the subject I took - 4. He told me his stories of how he had study hard and managed to go to a university in the U.K. despite that he was poor. My dad told me that he had never thought of going to a university especially an overseas university. He told me how he worked hard in the U.K at that time to pay his own school fees as he did not want my grandmother who raise him all by her self to work and send all her money for him to enjoy in the U.K while she suffer in Malaysia. I was very touch and made my self to pledge to work harder no matter what that is bound to come.
The pledge I made, make me forgot about all the stress , depression and burden I had carried with me all this while. I managed to put it down and concentrate on my exam. I succeed in scoring 4 As which was way way higher that my expectation. My dad was very proud of me despite not getting flying color because he knew that if he wouldn't had come and talk to me, I would still be in my world of depression and stress and that I could not have perform well to even score 4 As.
I guess it is a blessing of disguise that I could overcome all the obstacles at that time. I really would like to thank my dad for helping me got through it and that i will continue to study hard and repay what my dad have done for me. His action not only made a great influence on me but also made a great impact on me.
After that, when ever I am down or faced with trouble, I would always remember what my dad had told me at that time and that of his favorites quote “Nothing comes without an effort or sacrifice” . And if you want some thing you have to work for it.
-theunexplainable-
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