- Welcoming of year 2009-

Song : 至少还有你(Zhi Shao Hai You Ni ) by Sandy Lam

Listening to this song does bring back the sweet memories when I was at the age of 13. Back then my aunt was still staying with us. And this is the song she used to listen to. I am very much influence by her. No doubt we weren't always in the best click, I would have to say that I learn a lot from her. Learn how to appreciate songs !

Well looking back now, its been almost 7 years perhaps! Things have change and so does people. Changes in lives that we will never expect ! My aunt , she's now married with a child and one more in the womb ! Happily married , I hope.

This is what I have been doing all week since Winter break. Looking back at old pictures and listening to old songs. Boring it seems , but well a time to catch up with what I have been missing out, Personal Time. I learn that even if alone, there's lots to be done as well.

I spent the new years eve by doing a count down and followed by a prayer of my own in my room. All these years , new year eve had been a very special day , so I thought , perhaps its because there's family member to be with, the companions they provide that I have been taking for granted. As instead of doing so, I realise that ever since I realise that I have grown up , I refuse to celebrate it with them and chose to be with friends instead ! That was what I thought would be special. But now, I think that has been all a mistake. New Years eve is just another day , but what make it difference is that its a new day to start a new resolution. I never thought about the resolution I needed to live for that year and instead take it as a new year for
more celebrations.I was wrong, Very Very WRONG !

Being alone all day since the 29th had made me think about what I want in life which I thought I have think it out. No doubt I have think it throughly yet, but I know what the real meaning of "resolution" now.

On new years eve, instead of going out having fun, I made my resolution by looking out the window at the last few seconds of 2008 and vowed to a few things. Later on , I did a short meditation (not long , but at least longer than all those I did here ) and then followed by a short prayer. I did some sewing on a few buttons that had came off that wasn't sew back due to the busy routine during semester.

After every thing , I felt contented for the first time as I did some thing which I think was right !

Still feeling contented and will feel contented for the whole of 2009. But by saying that , It doesn't mean that I will not work hard and strive my best.

Lets all pray for the best in 2009. Live as if there's no tomorrow and live as if tomorrow never comes !

May all beings be well and Happy ! Welcome 2009 that is full of expectations !


Let nature takes its place !

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