LiFe Is InDeeD a SuFFerinG

what s life all about? have any one ever think about it? why were we here? or what are we doing here... why were we send to the earth to suffer like this? ever process of life , ever stage of level, increasing slowly by slowly, problems increasing with higher level of problems...... is indeed not easy to handle...... friends come and go........ some even gone half way during the journey together.... its sad seeing this happen ... but i guess its just some thing that every one must learn.... i guess we are just too attached with life and things... how i wish we could just leave all this behind and move on with life.. but its is all this that make our life more meaningful...Isn't it???? people saying that life is short.... but u would not know how short it is until the last few second before you die.... it is indeed depressing to hear... but how true can that be? we always hear people saying that we should be thankful of what we have and that appreciate what we have now.. but have we...

have been doing much thinking about it yesterday after finish writing the previous post... i have came up with a conclusion that i shall not do any thing about it as i do not want to waste time playing games with childish people and that has got no intellectual brains... some times , thinking back what i had gone through, it is some how funny... i must say... it is also a blessing of disguise.... knowing now..at least its not that deep ... but now that i know...i'm going to refrain from all this kind of non-sense....those people in college... beware...and don't be suprise if u see a new hui-ling..... i'm going to focus on my main purpose being in this college and get out of there once i achieve it.... some times, we just have to be selfish in a way to survive for our future... but i don't mean to the extend to backstab or use people.... but any how.... don't feel like having any thing to do with them...don't even feel like looking at them at all.. it's just ...

its been a while that i have been thinking about friends... after much "experience" of knowing friends... i'm sad to say that i do not know who r the true and who r not... really am skilless when it comes to this... the reason for this post to be here is because, i'm fed up to put up with friends like that..... backstabbing like no body's business, influencing others to hate the person u hate, telling lies about another person which is to create havocs, telling other people's secret to some 1 else, get to know u'r secret and use it 4 them self ........... i am REALLY... and i mean REALLY sick with these people.... i have no idea what the fuck have i done to them.......... why r they doing these??? what the fuck is wrong with them... have they nothing better to do other than to create some excitement??? i am really tired of all this... and its only the been few months we know each other..... i do not see a logic for them to do that....at times, i really fel...