LiFe Is InDeeD a SuFFerinG

Just thought of some thing and i think its some thing every one should start realising.... Do know where you come from, and give back to those who give to you... ************************************************************************** Its been a long time ever since i start to realise how important this is to all of us. So i think we should all be grateful no matter what happen. N i think i should relate this to a story i experience my self. It all started off when i was std 4 or 5 when i joined an affiliation. There i learnt alot where i could not have got it else where... N its not only about the knowledge it got... I even got to kn0w a bunch of friends which were very truthful to each other even now that we hardly even see each other or in contact with one another... But i have to say that its a gift or even our karma affinity to know each other of... We started to part when an incident happen ... It was during our pay back service to the affiliation... It was because of this pa...

SpeciaL MeSSaG3 tO TINA :- -HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU- May you be well n happy alwayS >sorry for the late wish, was really busy with exams ... so sorry... shall meet up after this-looking forward to it

You Are 20% Phobic Wow, you're scared of very little. And you're always conquering new fears that come up. Have you considered a career as a stunt double? You should at least go on one of those crazy reality shows where you eat bugs! How Phobic Are You?

Your Kissing Technique Is: Passionate but Aggressive Hey, slow it down a little! Yes, you've got some killer kissing moves... But that doesn't mean you need to show off ten minutes worth of technique in ten seconds. Take your time. A little passion goes a long way.Are You a Good Kisser? Are You a Good Kisser?

Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is high. You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love. Having your ow...

You Are 93% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Romeo + Juliet "Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night." What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

You Are An ENFP The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. What's Your Personality Type?

Your Japanese Name Is... Rini Hosokoawa What's your Japanese Name?

Your Lust Quotient: 62% You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you! You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do. How Much Lust Do You Have?

Your Personality Profile You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style?

My parents was robbed12 close to 1 a.m. this morning at a near by 7 -eleven shop... Was kind of shock after hearing what had happen... Some how i think that it was a blessing of disguise that my parents are unhurt... The only thing that they lost is their money , Identification card, credit card , phone and a key... It wasn't so much about losing money it was more of the concern of their lifes than matters... Any how, when they wanted to report the lost of credit card and so,we couldn't find the num so we dialled 103 of the assistant of telekom, n guess what? The number they gave us was so out date that i find it useless and ridiculous to even give them a ring to find out... Lesson learnt, don't rely on telekom for important purposes, they suck.... Some thing to be shared with every one, -always be mindful of ur surroundings, you might never know what might happen next.. -be street smart -n when your robbed, don't argue with them, and most of all, don't ask back for...

Some one just msg me on msn... some how the person used to be some 1 i cared alot about, but after much caring n all, i don't c a point as the person doesn't even bother... Therefore, i gave up... But things have been happening weirdly, people who i always have to msg first is doing the opposite... Weird isn't it? Its not 1 but a few of them who is doing that... Some how when you have set ur mind to give up a certain person, the person just appeal to be caring towards you now... But i have to say, i'm sorry but it just doesn't work for me, once i have set my mind on hatting you of wat so ever, it will never, and i mean NEVER will i ever not hate you or forgive you... Example i had this fren be4 this that i treated more than a friend... it was as though we were sisters... But in the end she disappointed me alot and i mean alot... Even until now, i just don't see a point for forgiving her even though i know that we should forgive and forget... Its just too hard as...

Not sure why i actually wanna blog... Don't even have a topic to blog about... But just feel some how or rather up sad by certain stuff... Don't think i would wanna blog it out as i know the person will read it.. so better to be safe not to up sad any one i shall just keep it to my self and to my old beloved diary... So how feel that its being abandon ever since i started blogging... Oh any way, just wanted to 'shout out' by blogging.... Feeling slightly better already... Some times i just don't understand how i really feel... Its just weird at times... Ok let me just related it abit to what i'm so up sad about... Its about friends... That's all i'm going to say.... no more... Another quotation- "LIFE IS JUST AN IS ,SO LEAVE IT TO THE MAX BY DOING SOME THING MEANINGFUL FOR YOUR SELF AND THE MOST IMPORTANT OTHERS "

THE FACE OF AN ANGEL, ONE BEAUTIFUL FRECKLE EQUALS ONE TERRIFIED TEAR. NOT READY TO LEAVE BUT HAS TO GO, WANTS TO GO BACK BUT GOD SAYS NO. LEAVING YOUR LIFE IS A SCARY THOUGHT, I GUESS IT'S SOME THING THAT CAN'T BE FOUGHT. A MOTHER , A FATHER, A SISTER , AND FRIENDS. A MEANINGFUL LIFE THAT SUDDENLY ENDS. AN ANGEL IS WHAT SHE WAS MEANT TO BE, NOW JUST THINK OF ALL SHE CAN SEE. LOOKING OVER HER FAMILY NIGHT AND DAY, SAYING I LOVE YOU IN HER OWN SPECIAL WAY. IN THE NIGHT WE SLEEP, IN THE DAY WE CRY, SHE WATCHES US ALL FROM HER STAR IN THE SKY. LYNDSIE CHLOWITZ DEDICATED WITH LOVE TO SABRINA (ABSTRACT FROM CHICKEN SOUP FOR THE SOUL)

Tomorrow's exam n i'm still here blogging n all.. some how just don't have the exam mood at all even though i had been studying all day today.... Besides that, nothing seems to go in to the brain as usual... don't know what the results will turn out to be later... kind of worried about the results but just some how don't have the strength to do any thing... Here's some thing i would like to share... "Nothing endures BUT changes..."

So me how some thing just made me blog... Just finished viewing some one's blog.. He made me realise that life is not just about our-self... Its about very one else around us.. N not only that, we should not be self-fish thinking about our selves only... Even thought i have never met him before, but i just feel that we have the same connection... Its like having the same thinking... I never had this feeling before... But I don't think i would ever meet him since he's so untouchable... Even being able to talk to him would already be a pleasure... The main point i mention him here is that i didn't know there's still people that have such thinking... Its amazing to know as the world now is dying already with the social problems getting worst now a days... But what ever it is, will still hope to find more of this kind of people... Then the world would be a better place... Oh any way, i think i'm going crazy over this guy in my college... Haha.. not sure the reason w...

Sigh... Its been like few days ever since i last blog.. kind of lost touch with blogging edi.. May be i shall blog more often from now on... Oh any way, won't be able to log on so often this few weeks... Cuz exam is coming.. and besides, have lot to sort out as i finally shifted to the new house edi... so better get every thing settled before i start studying for exam... So any way, just to up date u guys i'm now just few roads away from my previous house.. ask me for the add ya.. don't really want people to know... unless u have a valid reason.. haha.. But i most prob will giv also wan lah... later like some people say i lan si... haha... (u got it right.. its u angie.... wahahaha.jk....) oh.. any way, got lots to do after exam.. haha.. go out lah...meet up with frens lah.. n devoted to temple... haha.. sigh... wait for me ya... oh... ok lah... tata.. ciao.. till next post.. may be 2morrow.. haha...

Oh ya one more thing... I would like to clarify... I'm single...... Those guys u see me with is just a guy friend... They are no particular to me... They are really just friends... Haha.. Will be sure to inform when i have one.. =P.... wahahaha If i have one lah.... swee pie... Ur so wrong about me with the guy u say that day... He's definitely not my BF... Haha... Find one will also be a better looking one.. =P Haha.... Any way, i won't find one that early.. so wahahaha... slowly wait lah.. ya... haha....

Just a brief up date I'm officially shifting next week... Which is another one more week... Lots haven't been packed.... Going to be very bz this few weeks... Before shifting n after shifting... Before will have to packed n load... After will have to unload n adjust to the new environment... Hopefully this new house will bring new energy n spirit for us all... Its going to be tough as exams are nearing as well... Right after this week, exam is in another 2 weeks... I'm very confused n stressed right now... Being pressured due to education... some times question just go across my mind on: Why were we here? What were we sent to this world for? Why were we asked to suffer in this world? Why were we even borned to suffer? Lots more question like, Where is the buddha that's suppose to come to human world to help ? They world is already dying... Is there such thing or is it just a legend? Why are we born after death to this world? And its not fair for some people to be born i...

I guess i'm just going to sum every thing out which happen from the day i went for my primary classmates b'day part... 29/4/07 Morning - went for exam(TOEFL) i guess it was a success... hopefully it will turn out to be what i had expected...*keeping fingers crossed* hehe... Afternoon - Of cuz went on 9 straight after that until forgot the time 2 go out n buy present. Then prepared to go 4 it.... Night - went with junren... He's cousin came n pick me up... But reached there about 9 due to the jam. Upon reaching there, hem 1st question being asked was if that if i am couple with jun ren... sigh... My goodness.... Haha... Nv thought about that happening... Reason given- becuz i was wearing red top n white skirt as well as jun ren... Haha.. samore i came with him.... But it was really hard ...