-Weird dreaM-
*Up datE*
Okay, please forgive me for not keeping my promise. =P
I blog earlier than i promise i would not . Hehe
I tried not to but i could not hold my self back by using the computer again to blog.
Any way, this post would not be those i promised in the previous post. As i really have only limited time to up data a simple one.
I better get to the point now.
It is actually about a dream i dreamt last night. This dream was very weird. It was about me who choose to kill my self. I was on a vacation overseas with family and with me was my sister and auntie. The interior design in the dream was fantastic. Even the lift is so grand and big which is filled with branded bags. It was so nicely laid on the displayed transparent box. And theres even chairs around for guest to sit in the lift. I forgot how many floors there were but it was many. And the part i remembered most was that i requested to be injected with poisons which would kill in 4 hours with bubbles coming out of my mouth or not i would vomit white stuff out. I didn't know why i took the choice but i did. And i was told that i would die at 10 o'clock but i died within 2 hours after being injected and at that split second i wish i didn't . Flash back of good times with my sister and family made me regret the choice i made. And at that moment of time i really felt scared for the first time to die. I always thought dying was a simple process but i guess its not now after having more things attached to me. I woke up immediately after i was told that i was dying as white bubbles came out of my mouth. The thought was really scary and i thought it was real and i was already dying. It shows how scared a person may be when they are having rational thinking.
Just a simple experiment, If you were down with some thing let say stress and you could not solve the problem and first thing in mind is to commit suicide or may be die. And at that time, i bet you won't be worrying that would it be painful to die or what would i be when i die sort of question. This in fact is the opposite when you do not want to die but when forced to. You would have the scary thought of dying and flash back of good times with you family and friends or some one important to you would start to appear. And you would think who is it going to take care of my family or may be my parents after i am gone? Question like this would appear out of the blue. Its just so scary to think about it now that i thought it was going to happened.
But i guess that dream was meant to make me realise how important i actually treasure my life even i some times doubt it. It really did make me treasure my life more than before. Even thought i had always been a very careful person.
Any way, just a simple lesson to all... Treasure your life like how you might treasure your phone or your loved ones. As you might never know when or where you might be going.
A quote to all:
Life is not dated merly by year. Event is some times the best calender.
-Benjamin Disraeli-
-the unexplainable-
Okay, please forgive me for not keeping my promise. =P
I blog earlier than i promise i would not . Hehe
I tried not to but i could not hold my self back by using the computer again to blog.
Any way, this post would not be those i promised in the previous post. As i really have only limited time to up data a simple one.
I better get to the point now.
It is actually about a dream i dreamt last night. This dream was very weird. It was about me who choose to kill my self. I was on a vacation overseas with family and with me was my sister and auntie. The interior design in the dream was fantastic. Even the lift is so grand and big which is filled with branded bags. It was so nicely laid on the displayed transparent box. And theres even chairs around for guest to sit in the lift. I forgot how many floors there were but it was many. And the part i remembered most was that i requested to be injected with poisons which would kill in 4 hours with bubbles coming out of my mouth or not i would vomit white stuff out. I didn't know why i took the choice but i did. And i was told that i would die at 10 o'clock but i died within 2 hours after being injected and at that split second i wish i didn't . Flash back of good times with my sister and family made me regret the choice i made. And at that moment of time i really felt scared for the first time to die. I always thought dying was a simple process but i guess its not now after having more things attached to me. I woke up immediately after i was told that i was dying as white bubbles came out of my mouth. The thought was really scary and i thought it was real and i was already dying. It shows how scared a person may be when they are having rational thinking.
Just a simple experiment, If you were down with some thing let say stress and you could not solve the problem and first thing in mind is to commit suicide or may be die. And at that time, i bet you won't be worrying that would it be painful to die or what would i be when i die sort of question. This in fact is the opposite when you do not want to die but when forced to. You would have the scary thought of dying and flash back of good times with you family and friends or some one important to you would start to appear. And you would think who is it going to take care of my family or may be my parents after i am gone? Question like this would appear out of the blue. Its just so scary to think about it now that i thought it was going to happened.
But i guess that dream was meant to make me realise how important i actually treasure my life even i some times doubt it. It really did make me treasure my life more than before. Even thought i had always been a very careful person.
Any way, just a simple lesson to all... Treasure your life like how you might treasure your phone or your loved ones. As you might never know when or where you might be going.
A quote to all:
Life is not dated merly by year. Event is some times the best calender.
-Benjamin Disraeli-
-the unexplainable-
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